jiwang karat #1

hubby und wifey...

wifey: Ich liebe dich.
hubby: Ich liebe dich auch.
wifey: Du sollst es erweisen. Sagst es auf der Welt.
hubby: *flüstert er in den Ohren* Ich liebe dich.
wifey: Warum flüsterst du in meinen Ohren?
hubby: weil du mein Welt bist..

*ich schmelze*

He knows what I don't

assalamualaikum....
wassup yooo...
okeh.... i'm out of my mind... heee

AS GERMAN!!! tomoro, lesen... waaa.... ich habe Angst.... but yet, here i am, writing a new post for my beloved blog... waa...tolong laaa...~~

i know but i also dun knoe what am i doin right now..  waaa... seriously... ANGST!!!!


ibu, abah....tut mir leid!!! ich möchte nach Deutschland fliegen!! bitte bete für mich!! haaaaa.....

dia...dan dia.... sangat menyesakkan hati ini.....

i was given a trial...to prove my iman... to cover my aqidah.... may this trial make me as a new person, a new mujahidah...for Islam...ad-Deen....

Astaghfirullah...
dan sesungguhnya, cinta itu kepunyaan ALLAH yg disandarkan kepada hamba2nya supaya mereka bersyukur atas nikmat kurnian NYA... aku cinta kepada dia sedangkan DIA lebih-lebih lagi mencintai aku.... maka nya, tidak sepatutnya cinta ku padanya melebihi cintaku kepada NYA... kerana dia yg memberi nikmat cinta ini kepada diriku... ya Allah...lead me thru the best way of URS.... drag me back to the true road... ALLAH knows.. InsyaAllah..

TURN back,wani... Syaitan tries to drag u out of this true road of HIM....

Subhanallah

' Sesungguhnya Allah SWT tidak menzalimi manusia sedikit pun, tetapi manusia itulah yg menzalimi dirinya sendiri..' (10:44)


ALLAH...aku sedang menzalimi diriku sendiri...amanah yg aku pikul dripd MU supaya aku bljr, supaya aku lpas ALevel n blh fly pegi German... ya Allah...lead me the way... InsyaAllah...

Amin..
Wasalam

AJTH.. a journey to hereafter

assalamualaikum...

hallo.. hallo...
went to AJTH yesterday.. it was awesome but sadly..  I DIDN'T CRY!!!! ok... something is wrong with me??? really??? really???

i was like... REALLY??? why i didn't cry??? i keep asking myself why.. what happen to my feeling?? have i switch it off?? what happen to my iman?? is it increasing or decreasing?? what happen to me??

overall, the things were sooo awesome but, why i didn't cry??? haaa... mybe i got something in mind?? but i don't think so... haaa...

kena cop as KIDnapper today sbb bwk tsana, ank ustaz afuan pegi jenjalan.. adoiii... dat would be a great reminder next time.. haaa...don't ever touch someone else child.. touch your own.. i'll have my own later...haha..


p/s: hbis jubah baru kena candle wax.. TT__TT

kbai.. assalamualaikum..

u, u or maybe u..?

assalamualaikum w.b.t..

didn't have much to say though.. just feel like writing this..

suddenly wake up and eat for sahur..
then, mind busy thinking of what should i be doing all this time??
5days of Ramadhan... yet, 5days of dissatisfaction.. i haven't done good enough.. i wanna do better... insyaAllah... Allah leads me the righteous path...

i was thinking hardly, what could have go wrong with me.. something is missing and the worst happen when i don't even know what it is... astaghfirullah...

was soll ich machen? ich weiß das nicht..

chest.. in my heart..suddenly feel empty.. i wanna put something inside but, I FORGOT WHERE DID I PUT THE KEY.. worst..

what happen to me?

till meet again....
love and hate kill u... or rather u kill urself bcoz of them.. u choose..
assalamualaikum... =)

ramadhan dan kehadiran dye

assalamualaikum...

yeay! dpt post lgi though rse cm xda idea je.. hee.. aku tengah bz.. bukan bz duk kt tgh kota metropolitan segala bagai atau hape2 yg berkaitan atau xberkaitan.. tp, bz memikirkn benda xberfaedah.. benda xda pekdoh... woot2...

ramadhan dtg lgi...!! yeay!! mcm biase, stock bunga api, mercun sgala bagai da settle.. erk? ye ke? i'm a big girl now.. xpelu kot nk main bnda2 tu... ape yg best ramadhan nie??


huaaaaa... xdpt blik kampung smpai la nk dkt raye nnti... okfine... =P
aku cool.. hepi je kot.. haha... wateva... pdhl dlm hati ngs xbenti?? ye eh?? xda pon.... lolololol..
troll me.. walaweyh... oh2... MDS (mingu duduk saje) sumpah best!! haha.. i love this MDS family.. woot2.. tlg la.. plizzz laa.. memories, dun fade away...

aku jmpe abg yg cool n sgt macho ini.. yep... dye...dye yg aku xpenah kenal sblom nie.. da berjaya mencuiti hati aku?? amboiii...kelasss ko punye bahase nyahhh... eiiiyuuu... okeh.. like seriously?? dye je pown... tacing2 my heart is very not accepted crime... walaweyhhh...

i'm here.. alone in my room.. yee ling ist nicht da..later, she'll come back.. huaaa... like seriously..(topic dye xhbis lgi) adoii.. jgn ngengada nk porak perandakn perasaan aku la walaupn ko ckp ko nk buang perasaan ko tapi aku yg akn jd kt perasaan aku, bukan boleh fade away mcm tu je pon.. ko ingat nie slide shows ke?? okfne.. da membebel sume sbab ko..

aku xpaham... n aku cm xnak paham... knape ko dlm bebyk mnusia dlm muka bumi nieyh?? harapan kan... dun let me down but dun ever make me think of u.... lolzz...


IF U TOUCH MY HEART, TOUCH MY FEELING, COME AND TAKE ME AWAY.. NOT THAT THREE WORD, I LOVE U BUT AKU TERIMA NIKAHNYA....


okeh... OVER perasan.. dooooiii.. u gotta stop dreaming!!!
sekian, ahlan wasahlan... byk2kn la buat amal.. jgn jd mcm aku nie.. sobs2.. TT__TT

insaf2..

p/s: cik tin xya nk ngengada nk teka sape.. haha.. u neva know till i tell u..waawawawawa