don't judge me!

the stupid me.. the horrible me.. the hurting me.. and that's me..

Saturday, 10 November 2012

jiwang karat #3

the husband slowly moves closer to his wife.. he takes her hand.. place it on his and slowly pull his wife closer to him.. he put his right hand around his wife shoulder while his left hand still holding his wife's hand tightly.. slowly, he kiss his wife's forehead.. and they continue walking.. hands in hands..

p/s: witnesses by my own eyes..





jiwang karat #2

"hey, can u please fix my laptop?"
"yeah, sure..what can i do?" she asks while taking the laptop given.
"i don't know, suddenly, it stuck and shut down by its own"
"hmm.. really.." she press the 'on' button
" hey u, what's ur password?"
"i love you"
"huh?"
"i love you, that's my password"
she opens the laptop... nothing is wrong except the wallpaper writes 'will u marry me' with their pictures surrounding the words..
"don't tell me.." she turns her back to find him..and he was smiling while kneeling down with a a gold ring on his hand..
she smiles back.

jiwang karat #1

hubby und wifey...

wifey: Ich liebe dich.
hubby: Ich liebe dich auch.
wifey: Du sollst es erweisen. Sagst es auf der Welt.
hubby: *flüstert er in den Ohren* Ich liebe dich.
wifey: Warum flüsterst du in meinen Ohren?
hubby: weil du mein Welt bist..

*ich schmelze*

Wednesday, 31 October 2012

He knows what I don't

assalamualaikum....
wassup yooo...
okeh.... i'm out of my mind... heee

AS GERMAN!!! tomoro, lesen... waaa.... ich habe Angst.... but yet, here i am, writing a new post for my beloved blog... waa...tolong laaa...~~

i know but i also dun knoe what am i doin right now..  waaa... seriously... ANGST!!!!


ibu, abah....tut mir leid!!! ich möchte nach Deutschland fliegen!! bitte bete für mich!! haaaaa.....

dia...dan dia.... sangat menyesakkan hati ini.....

i was given a trial...to prove my iman... to cover my aqidah.... may this trial make me as a new person, a new mujahidah...for Islam...ad-Deen....

Astaghfirullah...
dan sesungguhnya, cinta itu kepunyaan ALLAH yg disandarkan kepada hamba2nya supaya mereka bersyukur atas nikmat kurnian NYA... aku cinta kepada dia sedangkan DIA lebih-lebih lagi mencintai aku.... maka nya, tidak sepatutnya cinta ku padanya melebihi cintaku kepada NYA... kerana dia yg memberi nikmat cinta ini kepada diriku... ya Allah...lead me thru the best way of URS.... drag me back to the true road... ALLAH knows.. InsyaAllah..

TURN back,wani... Syaitan tries to drag u out of this true road of HIM....

Subhanallah

' Sesungguhnya Allah SWT tidak menzalimi manusia sedikit pun, tetapi manusia itulah yg menzalimi dirinya sendiri..' (10:44)


ALLAH...aku sedang menzalimi diriku sendiri...amanah yg aku pikul dripd MU supaya aku bljr, supaya aku lpas ALevel n blh fly pegi German... ya Allah...lead me the way... InsyaAllah...


Amin..
Wasalam





Tuesday, 7 August 2012

AJTH.. a journey to hereafter

assalamualaikum...

hallo.. hallo...
went to AJTH yesterday.. it was awesome but sadly..  I DIDN'T CRY!!!! ok... something is wrong with me??? really??? really???

i was like... REALLY??? why i didn't cry??? i keep asking myself why.. what happen to my feeling?? have i switch it off?? what happen to my iman?? is it increasing or decreasing?? what happen to me??

overall, the things were sooo awesome but, why i didn't cry??? haaa... mybe i got something in mind?? but i don't think so... haaa...

kena cop as KIDnapper today sbb bwk tsana, ank ustaz afuan pegi jenjalan.. adoiii... dat would be a great reminder next time.. haaa...don't ever touch someone else child.. touch your own.. i'll have my own later...haha..


p/s: hbis jubah baru kena candle wax.. TT__TT

kbai.. assalamualaikum..