rindu kamooowww!!!

assalamualaikum w.b.t..(xjwb dosa, msuk api neraka..xtaw2..)
ola minna.. olalalalalala... laaaaaa...
siyes, da lame gyler xupdate blog...

sory blog!!!!! gomen!!!!
hayya2.. naseb la dpt blogger cm haku nie.. adoyai...
bz..bz..bz... bz...n zzzzz
bzzzzzzz sesgt...

haku pn xtaw nk habaq apekenamenye kat sini.. hadoyai.. nk citer byk sgt citer2 hotsetupp kott.. ye la, da bpe bulan aku xupdate.. mmg byk la kan2?? hmmmm...

aku ngah practical.. kt gmi..siyes best... suke though skit tgn,kaki sgala bagai.. heee... mama, tlg urut!!  dpt pegang papan LK lgi.. although shaking taim mule2 tuu.. but still besnyeeeeeeee....
feeling dye cm... oooooohhhhhh....okfine.. korg msti xphm.. kn2?? mmg pn.. aku je yg rase....

kesayangankuuuu... 

aku pegi camping!!!! yuhuuuu... best gyler tahap petala kelapan n sterusnye.. adoiii... indahnye alam ciptaan ALLAH... Alhamdulillah, everything goes well.. xda cedera, xda jgkitan kuman, pnyakit maut segala bgai.. xda.. bguih laa... relief sikit kot.. hehe..siyes cntik..
*msuk mood lembut dmai jiwa sikit*
tp, aku pling tacing2 nye bile sume ALG segala bagai nie.. unite... waaaa.. feel like crying.. mcm nk ckp, korg la kwn aku smpai syurgaa.. dooohh.. mane aku nk msuk syurga sorg2.. huuu... xmau aku..lonely nnti... kne tarik reramai msuk syurga.. kalau blh, evryone of alg.. alles.. hehe.. dgn kebijaksanaan diorg sume, dpt la wat campfire wlau terslah prediction..sumpah best, klakar sgala bagai.. sume feeling yg best2 je ade.. n tacing2 je.. sedey2, out.. sgt222222 enjoyyy... nk wat lgi!!! cik PD, orgnize yg lain pulak!!!! nie request niee.. mau2..


beberape pic yg aku suke n sgt memorable.. credit hour to cik Fatin Nabilah... hehe..

on way pegi chilling.. hud pura2 tido.. yea, mmg nmpk REAL..blom smpai pn da penat... =P

crossing the river.. almost everyone is here.. wonderful moment.. ich liebe ALG.. huuuu.. syg korg

nie syahdu2 sikit,, tacing2 sikit.. rugi r.. ABC, nk joinn... tenks imam adli... woaahh.. bgus2.. jom msuk syurga same2..

pic fav... sbb ade akak sesat pkai shawl.. siyes comel.. haha.. hantu kau wani...diam ah..!

hmmmm... nk citer hape agi erk?? ntahahahaha....

owh.. mr dia.. yea, mr dia... ok, confusing.. sy xtaw.. sy xtaw pape... sy xmau taw..
JGN BAGI AKU PERASAN LAAAAAA!!!!! (shouting from on top of a hill)



*trik nafas, hembus..kembang kempiskn idung....*

aku da cukup perasan r.. lemah aku ngn mnusia cm mr dia.. mr dia nie.. eeeiii.. nk belah rase kpala mr dia so that aku ley taw ape yg mr dia fikir2kn.. hadoyaiii... tp, klau belah nnti, dye mati.. xpe2.. bia la dlu..
BIALA BIALA BIALA BIALA BIALAAAAAA....

nk taw.... nk sgt taw.... nk sgt2.... tp, aku pikir possibilities yg ade.. sume2 la...

klau kitorg sme2 suke: yay!!! hepi nye laaaa...hepi gyler.. cm dunia ini ana yg punye..pastu?? ok...so?? ich liebe dich, du libst mich.. und dann?? bkn ley wat pape pn.. bkn ley tunang, kawen others sume pape laa... sbb aku taw dye jnis laki yg mcm mane n i think its not the right time for him to settle down with me coz i'm not ready yet n so do he..  selesaaaaaiiiii... conclusion: no hope, dun give hope.. don't hope...

klau mr dia Xsuke aku: babai.. i'm hurt.. adoi2.. i would never fall in lab again.. i won't do that n do this.. ok, xda point.. cam horang gylaks.. hahadoiiihh.. soooo?? conclusion: aaarrrggghhh...nyesal aku tau bnda nie.. nyesal aku taw feeling mr dia yg sbenar.. nyesal2!!!..


overall conclusion: full setop... xya pikir pape sal mr dia.. directkn mata anda ke lain, minda anda serta hati anda.. yela2.. yelayelayelayela... yelaaaaaaatuuuuu... tawakkal.. ALLAH yg pegang hati aku, bukan mr dia.. ok...understood already...



bismillah..
ya ALLAH, ya Rahman, ya Rahim.. aku memohon kpadaMU ya ALLAH.. jika benar dia utk aku, Kau permudahkan lah jalan kami ya ALLAH.. bantulah kami, tunjukkan lah kami jalan Engkau yg lurus... bntulh kami drp terjebak dlm zina hati, zina lidah, zina perbuatan n others.. ya ALLAH, jika dia bukan utk diriku..Kau bantulah aku menghadapi segala dugaan n cabaran yg mendatang.. kurniakanlah aku kekuatan dalaman utk menghadapi ujian2 Mu.. ya ALLAH, bntulah aku, jgelah hatiku ya ALLAH, jgn bg hatiku dicemari dgn perkara yg tidak Engkau sukai.. Aminn...






p/s: ok, pnjg.. tp, its worth.. i can let everything in my heart.. lntk hang nk paham ke x.. mr dia.. tgh watpe eh skrg... hehe..okbye.. assalamualaikum... (^^,)

to mr dia?? naaaahhhh... imposibru!! coz he donno my blog.. haha..