don't judge me!

the stupid me.. the horrible me.. the hurting me.. and that's me..

Sunday 23 June 2013

nach a level

salam...
hallo, leute!!

yea, da kne start ckp german balik daaaahhhh...

jeng3...

A LEVEL DAH HABISSSSS

hooray!!! hooray!!

hepi giles.. tataw la result mcm mane
~bismillah hi tawakkal tu a'lallah.... ~

please... bitte... bitte...

pray for me.. insyaAllah...
may Allah bless me, u n all of us.. amin..

salam

Wednesday 12 June 2013

the secret behind 12 june

~bak, hj mohamad bin ismail~

salam, people~~

u know u'll miss him when he's gone..
u know u gotta move forward..
u know the fact that u have to live without him anymore
u know that.. u know everything

but still
bak, i miss u so much...

it has been a year since he's gone.. 
yet i can still feel the emptiness inside...

when they (the family members) were having tahlil for bak, they always talk about him
and their sentences will be like, 
"kalau cg mat ada, things will be like this..." 
"kalau bak ada, he will hate/love this..." 

and the house feel empty without him... 
without his cough, which is a usual thing,

whenever i went to bak's house..(we still call the house as bak's house)
he would be laying on the sofa in front of the tv, 
watching rtm, watching forum perdana, watching berita,
his fav channel i think...
 

but now, gone...
its almost a year now... 
we live without him by our side..
i know, everyone feels that, but tend to keep it deep inside...

and today, 
just thinking about him, make me cry..
how i miss u..
and tuk wan didn't seem complete without u..

moge bak ditempatkan dalam kalangan org yg beriman..insyaAllah..

~bak and tuk wan~
~alfatihah~
 salam..