don't judge me!

the stupid me.. the horrible me.. the hurting me.. and that's me..

Wednesday 25 July 2012

u, u or maybe u..?

assalamualaikum w.b.t..

didn't have much to say though.. just feel like writing this..

suddenly wake up and eat for sahur..
then, mind busy thinking of what should i be doing all this time??
5days of Ramadhan... yet, 5days of dissatisfaction.. i haven't done good enough.. i wanna do better... insyaAllah... Allah leads me the righteous path...

i was thinking hardly, what could have go wrong with me.. something is missing and the worst happen when i don't even know what it is... astaghfirullah...

was soll ich machen? ich weiß das nicht..

chest.. in my heart..suddenly feel empty.. i wanna put something inside but, I FORGOT WHERE DID I PUT THE KEY.. worst..

what happen to me?

till meet again....
love and hate kill u... or rather u kill urself bcoz of them.. u choose..
assalamualaikum... =)



Sunday 22 July 2012

ramadhan dan kehadiran dye

assalamualaikum...

yeay! dpt post lgi though rse cm xda idea je.. hee.. aku tengah bz.. bukan bz duk kt tgh kota metropolitan segala bagai atau hape2 yg berkaitan atau xberkaitan.. tp, bz memikirkn benda xberfaedah.. benda xda pekdoh... woot2...

ramadhan dtg lgi...!! yeay!! mcm biase, stock bunga api, mercun sgala bagai da settle.. erk? ye ke? i'm a big girl now.. xpelu kot nk main bnda2 tu... ape yg best ramadhan nie??


huaaaaa... xdpt blik kampung smpai la nk dkt raye nnti... okfine... =P
aku cool.. hepi je kot.. haha... wateva... pdhl dlm hati ngs xbenti?? ye eh?? xda pon.... lolololol..
troll me.. walaweyh... oh2... MDS (mingu duduk saje) sumpah best!! haha.. i love this MDS family.. woot2.. tlg la.. plizzz laa.. memories, dun fade away...

aku jmpe abg yg cool n sgt macho ini.. yep... dye...dye yg aku xpenah kenal sblom nie.. da berjaya mencuiti hati aku?? amboiii...kelasss ko punye bahase nyahhh... eiiiyuuu... okeh.. like seriously?? dye je pown... tacing2 my heart is very not accepted crime... walaweyhhh...

i'm here.. alone in my room.. yee ling ist nicht da..later, she'll come back.. huaaa... like seriously..(topic dye xhbis lgi) adoii.. jgn ngengada nk porak perandakn perasaan aku la walaupn ko ckp ko nk buang perasaan ko tapi aku yg akn jd kt perasaan aku, bukan boleh fade away mcm tu je pon.. ko ingat nie slide shows ke?? okfne.. da membebel sume sbab ko..

aku xpaham... n aku cm xnak paham... knape ko dlm bebyk mnusia dlm muka bumi nieyh?? harapan kan... dun let me down but dun ever make me think of u.... lolzz...


IF U TOUCH MY HEART, TOUCH MY FEELING, COME AND TAKE ME AWAY.. NOT THAT THREE WORD, I LOVE U BUT AKU TERIMA NIKAHNYA....


okeh... OVER perasan.. dooooiii.. u gotta stop dreaming!!!
sekian, ahlan wasahlan... byk2kn la buat amal.. jgn jd mcm aku nie.. sobs2.. TT__TT

insaf2..

p/s: cik tin xya nk ngengada nk teka sape.. haha.. u neva know till i tell u..waawawawawa