don't judge me!

the stupid me.. the horrible me.. the hurting me.. and that's me..

Tuesday 29 November 2016

The end.

Salam


Today marks the ultimate end.
Of you and me
Of us


Wani
Believe in yourself
Have faith
Have trust
You can forget him
You can live without him
You can do anything and everything without him

Wani
Dun break the promise
You promised yourself ain't?


Foolish her,
It's time to say goodbye
It's never gonna be a happy ending and you knew that


Because you love so much
Doesn't mean that he can break you
You should instead grew stronger
And love another person harder

Dun cry.
He's just not for you.

Saturday 10 September 2016

Awak yang di sana

Salam...

Gosh.. I've soooooo much in my mind that I wish to let it out right now.... Seriously... But I don't know where should I start...

Well, its 10/9/16..
My final gonna start on 13/9/16, this Tuesday.. And guess what, 12/9/16 is raya haji so i can't go back since on the first day of final exam, i got 2 papers to go thru.. 🙄 Guhhhh.. Annoyingggg muchhh....

So instead of studying, here I am, in my room, on my bed, writing and updating my blog... 😅
So you should see the trends now if u observe me from the very 1st post in my blog that I'll post something like this when I should be busy studying and learning hard to get 4 flat la sgt right.. But yeah, this is just the normal wani who refused to study at this moment.. 😅

Last night, I scrolled down his messages.. Wehhh, feeling soooo stupid you know... I can say 95% of the conversation is about us, arguing about ridiculous things, mcm org bodoh.. Hahhahahahah..

Babo chorommm..
I regret, not enjoying our very last moment together
I regret, not telling him how much i love him
I regret, not letting my ego down, just for him
I regret, not giving all of me for me
I regret, not being there always for him whenever he needs me
I regret, not spending much time with me
I regret all these things.

I'm sorry for things that I did for you
I'm so sorry

You deserved a better person..
You deserved to be happy..
Thanks for the memories..

Well, screw me 😅
For not appreciating you when you were here... Babo choromm, dega..

Wasalam 😭

Thursday 25 August 2016

Deep thoughts

Salam

Is your friend is really your friend?
Is he/she gonna help you when you're in trouble?
Or he/she just gonna laugh and mock at u?
Or just show some sympathy without giving any help?
Looking around me by now
I've no idea who gonna be my forever friend,
Like do i even have one at the first place?
The one that will support me through whatever that may happen later on?
Ask yourself...
Are you even a good friend to your friend?
Or you just need them when you need something?
Or you just be with them coz they're cool to hangout with?
So what if the reason that you need them disappear?
Will you still stick with them? Thru thick n thin?

Fake friends are indeed EVERYWHERE..
You just gotta find that that worth ur time, money and life..

P/s: I'm having a mental breakdown rn..coz i dun think i have a friend that can back up me if I'm in trouble thou I did the same for some friends that I thought they are my good buddies...

Pp/s: well guess what, YOU ARE FREQKING ALONE IN THIS CRUEL WORLD and you just need to accept it and dun let it bother you and be nice to everyone and just live your life.

Wasalam.

Sunday 21 August 2016

He



He

L
E
F
T

Me....


.
.
.


Broken
Hearted
Me

.
.

Without
Wings
To
Fly
With
.
.
.

He left and he won't never come back
.
.
Not anymore


D-day,
29th July 2016.

Friday 19 August 2016

tonight



Salam

There were certain nights where I couldn't stop thinking about you..

And one of the nights is tonight and I can't sleep bcoz of it..

There were certain nights where I would cry in my sleep bcoz of u..

And tonight seems to be the night where I cried,longing for ur presence, longing for ur love..

There were certain nights where  I would convinced myself that you were never there for me..

And tonight seems to be the night that I think you have never been there, hugging, kissing and loving me..

Wasalam