don't judge me!

the stupid me.. the horrible me.. the hurting me.. and that's me..

Thursday 25 August 2016

Deep thoughts

Salam

Is your friend is really your friend?
Is he/she gonna help you when you're in trouble?
Or he/she just gonna laugh and mock at u?
Or just show some sympathy without giving any help?
Looking around me by now
I've no idea who gonna be my forever friend,
Like do i even have one at the first place?
The one that will support me through whatever that may happen later on?
Ask yourself...
Are you even a good friend to your friend?
Or you just need them when you need something?
Or you just be with them coz they're cool to hangout with?
So what if the reason that you need them disappear?
Will you still stick with them? Thru thick n thin?

Fake friends are indeed EVERYWHERE..
You just gotta find that that worth ur time, money and life..

P/s: I'm having a mental breakdown rn..coz i dun think i have a friend that can back up me if I'm in trouble thou I did the same for some friends that I thought they are my good buddies...

Pp/s: well guess what, YOU ARE FREQKING ALONE IN THIS CRUEL WORLD and you just need to accept it and dun let it bother you and be nice to everyone and just live your life.

Wasalam.

Sunday 21 August 2016

He



He

L
E
F
T

Me....


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Broken
Hearted
Me

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.

Without
Wings
To
Fly
With
.
.
.

He left and he won't never come back
.
.
Not anymore


D-day,
29th July 2016.

Friday 19 August 2016

tonight



Salam

There were certain nights where I couldn't stop thinking about you..

And one of the nights is tonight and I can't sleep bcoz of it..

There were certain nights where I would cry in my sleep bcoz of u..

And tonight seems to be the night where I cried,longing for ur presence, longing for ur love..

There were certain nights where  I would convinced myself that you were never there for me..

And tonight seems to be the night that I think you have never been there, hugging, kissing and loving me..

Wasalam