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the stupid me.. the horrible me.. the hurting me.. and that's me..

Saturday 26 November 2011

dia yang menyakitkan hati aku..

assalamualaikum..haihaihai... lame xtulis blog.. hehe.. smpai hmpir terlupe, aku ade blog rupe2nye..hehe... kfine, xlawak -_-"


okeh, what happen this past few days, huh??let me see.. urm.. yesterday..(is it really yesterday??) i'm not sure.. i have a chitchat with my hmm..what we call, officemate?? though i dun really think its an office..yeah, totally bcoz i got job in a bakery..yeah..bakery, weird,huh?? a natural born engineer become a bakery assistant?? okfine.. its just another thing for me to do for this boring holiday..hehe.. ok, back to the story again..


this 'officemate'...hum, absolutely a girl..21 years old..yeah, should call her 'akak'..but, i insist..she's not the type that i can call 'akak'..  she's not really good in studying n that's why she's there, being the assistant in the bakery n bcoz she loves this kind of things so much..baking, n all those freaky stuff (from my opinion la) yeah, freaky..mybe a little bit over but, yeah..freaky..coz i hate it..hehe.. ok, she ask me, my spm grade, bla3..blaja kat mane, bla3..all those usual stuff.. but this conversation getting more, more n more serious after that...
aha! i forgot to mention earlier.. both of us are cutting the bawang coz the manager ask us to do it.. n i'm not that good in cutting bawang..hahaha... what to do, BAWANG HATES ME!!! yeah.. totally, i dun hate bawang, i love bawang, ok??


here's the story starts....
she: org pompuan nie,blaja tinggi mane pn, ke dapur jugak akhirnye..
ok fine, she's repeating what my 'fren' normally said to me before... hati da cam suam2 suku da..kire alrite lgi la nie.. think positive2x... org kalau nk tgk kite jatuh nie, mmg byk, kalau nk tgk kite senang, 1 dlm seribu pn blom tntu...
me: mane ade, tak sume pompuan mcm tu, da mmg lumrah mcm tu, mmg pompuan la selalu ke dapur..
she: so, blaja tinggi mana pn, xda gunenye..
me: kite blaja utk dpt ilmu, kalau tuntut ilmu kan, ALLAH syg.
she: yelah tp, kalau xpndai kat dapur, msak xreti, potong bwang xreti.. xda gune jgk..
ok, skrg nie, da mcm smpai tahap boiling point la.. mcm tgh perang psikologi pn ade.. tp, aku tgh kering idea..(yela.. tgh potong bawang,xkn idea ade kot) so, aku senyap n blah la dr tmpat kejadian..n i left her terkontangkanting kat situ... biar la dye nk pikir ape pn..

so, kalau la dye ade blog... KALAU la kan..dye ade blog, aku nk ckp kat dye... hmm....mmg aku pndai la bab berbasabasi nie kn.. so,aku ckp, xnk belit2, aku ikot highway kay...straight to the point..

'kalau la kan pompuan blaja tinggi2, gaji besa2, nk buat ape msuk dpur lagi??? pegi je la restaurant mana2, melantak je kat situ smpai kenyang, ape susah, perut kenyang, just tinggal kluakan ongkos je.. tu pn susa ke??? ' >>first statement

'kalau la pompuan xblaja tinggi2, kne masuk dapur, masuk je la.. yg nk menghidupkan dapur tu, apedia?? duit wei..fulus..money..ongkos..duit ye..kalau ko xda duit, cmne ko nk beli brg2 nk msak?? cmne ko nk beli gas nk masak sume tu?? so, ape konklusinye?? money is important, so do study.. sbb tu ALLAH bg pahala kat manusia2 yg menuntut ilmu nie.. blh mati syahid kalau mati taim menuntut ilmu.. ' >> statement ke 2

'kalau setakat nk masak senang2, aku pn boleh kay.. nk mknan bergoreng2.. susah ape.. memasak xmemerlukan talent.. kalau ade bakat tu, mmg gifted la kan.. tp, kalau setakat nk masak cmpak2 je.. susah apenye?? kalau pompuan yg blaja tinggi2 tu kne ke dapur, masak utk suami tercinta.. belek je buku resepi..rncngn2 masakan pn byk.. mcm 5rencah, 5rasa.. semat la chef dye..haha.. nk lagi senang?? hire bibik utk masak.. ade susah??? tanam dlm otak tu.. money can do everything except about love..that's the only thing yg money xleh buat.. that's all..' third statement...

aku taw yg dye mmg da xsuke nk blaja2 nie sume sbb tu dye ckp mcm tu..tapi, xbaik la kan nk menghapuskan semangat2 aku yg masih kuat utk menuntut ilmu nie.. ko igt menuntut ilmu nie senang ke?? try buat tgk..susah..letih..letih otak, lagi teruk drip letih fizikal,taw??


...ok...cm da lega sikit sbb da luah perasaan kat sini..haha.. xpasal2 ade perang psikologi ka situ..seb baik aku keja kat situ sbulan je..lame2, blh mati aku.. hehe..pasni, aku nk buat dunno je kat dye..lantak la.. habis je sebulan aku keje.. baibai la.. chiao.. moge aku xkn jmpe lagi manusia cm ko.. heh.. wat aku luntur semangatnk blaja je..


as alwez.. thnx for dropping by.. n keep smiling.. =) assalamualaikum..

Saturday 19 November 2011

suka suki kitak

assalamualaikum.. hi, hmm.. today, lots of things happen, since i'm already at home.. huhuhu.. currently watching city hunter!! (bapak best!! bapak je?? mak xbes? nenek? atuk??..ok, sume best.. hehe)

lol.. my younger bro nk bersunat tomoro~~ haha.. i can't hold my laugh when my dad told me bout it.. hahaha.. gomen, bro.. hmm..so, utk menyedapkan hati adik aku yg tgh gelisah+takut+nerves tu, family aku pegi la mkn kfc tdi..hehe... 'melantak la ko puas2, pasni kene pantang dh..hahah... siannye la.. can't wait for tomoro~..

oh yeah~~ malu gyler arini.. hehe.. i go search for a job, this morning.. my dad biasenye yg pegi tny coz he knows lots n lots of people.. but, just now, i, myself, ich, pfffhhh..i go n ask myself!!! MALU kuase 10!!! i totally got nothing to say to him lorhh.. so, insyaALLAH, kalau dpt, dpt la..kalau x?? duk umah, goyang kaki la sebulan lamenye nie.. ye, time kasey..memg sy suke goyg kaki.. (ye la tuu)

really miss my fren already lorh.. why aku cuti xsme ngn diorg erk?? kan da susa nk jmpe.. pfffhhh... nk suruh aku blaja ke hape?? lorrr..

so, da alang2 duk citer sal fren nie, aku nk la citer sal kwn2 aku, i mean, my gang lor.. since form2, called SWEN.. yes.. we r SWEN...

this is swen...clockwise starting from the one with black tudung, me,emi, ira, ain n dayah

ok, how we come out with this SWEN name?? its becoz of the group news that finally combine us altogether.. yeah. i love news, i love swen.. hehe.. n, down there is the pic of news.. kawaii, rite?? o yeahh, i've gone too far... so, SWEN come from NEWS.. yes, u can see, if u turn the word NEWS, it will become SWEN.. so, cam news is for boys n swen is for girls.. righto?? hehe.. 
news, up there, from left, tegoshi, yamaP, massu, down there, keichan, shige n ryo
okkkkeee.. later i tell u a lot more bout this grup n of course, bout my grup... hehe.. for now, chio, babe.. assalamualaikum..as usual, keep smilling, bebeh.. =)))

a warm greeting

assalamualaikum, hi, i'm new here.. actually, i dun really know what should i write.. maybe this blog will be my diary?? who knows?? hehe... i would like to give a special thnx to Fatin Nabilah coz encourage me to make this blog.... .. .. .. ... ... ....
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okkeeeeee.... skrg da feel weird sbb xtaw nk ckp ape... skema la ayt atas tu.. -_-"
ermm... actually, aku da lame tulis diary, since fom 2.. tulis diary pn sbb n tulis bnda2 sweet yg happen between me n my ex.. (huh, sape ex aku?? xkenal2..) tapi, bile tetibe nk bercerita kat org pasal those sweet things yg happen in my life, cm..erk...weird??

aku ade tulis 1 novel nie.. start from fom 2, hbis awal fom5.. actually, this novel is about me, myself n i n aku ade la edit sikit2,ok fine, edit byk2... bia life aku tu jdi sgt la romantik, walaupn xromantik lgsg.. that novel shows how i want my life to be.. hehe.. but, dun be shock, its a sad story with a very merapu storyline.. come on, i'm not matured yet..haha.. well then, people... thnx for reading.. i might post that novel here.. for sure la that novel in english n got a few japanese word coz i really love japan!!! suki desu!!


ok then, my new fren.. adios amigos.. cuss.. assalamualaikum.. =) oh yeah,n keep smilling, kay??