don't judge me!

the stupid me.. the horrible me.. the hurting me.. and that's me..

Saturday 10 September 2016

Awak yang di sana

Salam...

Gosh.. I've soooooo much in my mind that I wish to let it out right now.... Seriously... But I don't know where should I start...

Well, its 10/9/16..
My final gonna start on 13/9/16, this Tuesday.. And guess what, 12/9/16 is raya haji so i can't go back since on the first day of final exam, i got 2 papers to go thru.. 🙄 Guhhhh.. Annoyingggg muchhh....

So instead of studying, here I am, in my room, on my bed, writing and updating my blog... 😅
So you should see the trends now if u observe me from the very 1st post in my blog that I'll post something like this when I should be busy studying and learning hard to get 4 flat la sgt right.. But yeah, this is just the normal wani who refused to study at this moment.. 😅

Last night, I scrolled down his messages.. Wehhh, feeling soooo stupid you know... I can say 95% of the conversation is about us, arguing about ridiculous things, mcm org bodoh.. Hahhahahahah..

Babo chorommm..
I regret, not enjoying our very last moment together
I regret, not telling him how much i love him
I regret, not letting my ego down, just for him
I regret, not giving all of me for me
I regret, not being there always for him whenever he needs me
I regret, not spending much time with me
I regret all these things.

I'm sorry for things that I did for you
I'm so sorry

You deserved a better person..
You deserved to be happy..
Thanks for the memories..

Well, screw me 😅
For not appreciating you when you were here... Babo choromm, dega..

Wasalam 😭