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assalamualaikum

lagi beberapa hari nk alevel

lagi beberapa hari nk msuk mood jihad, mood berperang dgn buku sgala bagai

lagi beberapa hari segala usaha selama nie akan dicurahkan sepenuhnya ats kertas

lagi beberapa hari...

tp sbb lagi beberapa hari tu lah...
aku tengah stress
aku rasa malas
aku rasa xnk buat pape
aku rasa tension
aku rasa nak tido je...
sbb beberapa hari tu la...

semalam.. aiyon bagi this one ayat...

"dan kerana TuhanMu, bersabarlah"

(Al-Muddassir:7)

dush! dush! dush! 

tepat ke muka.. 

"wahai org yg berselimut! bangunlah pada malam hari kecuali sebahagian kecil"

(Al-Muzzammil:1-2)

Allah..Allah..Allah..

what have i done? 

malas ini penyakit... so, kite kne lawan.. klau kite sakit, kite akan makan ubat, kn? so dat our antibodi ade helper utk lawan virus2 n kuman2 jahat tu... tp, tu happen dlm body.. jasad, tubuh tu sendiri... how about our soul? penyakit soul kite nie..

astaghfirullah.. 

may Allah forgive my sins.. (yg da terlampau byk smpai undefined)

may Allah lead me the true way..

may Allah bless in everything dat i do..

may Allah ease me..

insyaAllah.. amin..

hurm.. pasal dia... si dia itu... 

ko bukan aku punya.. dan aku pun bukan ko punya..

kita milik Allah, milik parents kita, milik adik bradik sume

klau kita ade jodoh... kalau la.. 

insyaAllah.. that intersection point will come.. no matter how late or how fast..

it will come...

Aku serah hati ini hanya pada Allah..

bukan pada manusia yg akn kecewakan hati aku...

Ya Allah, 

hanya Kau yg taw ape yg aku fikir,

hanya Kau yg taw what's the best for me,

hanya Kau yg taw, what's the truth n what's not..

hanya Kau je yg taw..

hanya Kau je yg paham aku..

so, guide me, show me the way..

insyaAllah.. amin..

Assalamualaikum.. =)

 

terfaktab~~ love

This is love

Let us talk about love. 

Love is like a rose with thorns (whatever colour the rose is). 

It is beautiful yet it can hurt. 

Love hurts, love also heals. 

To love is to give commitment. 

To love is to build trust.

To love is to sacrifice.

To love is to be responsible.

To love is to be dependable.

To love is to be flexible.

To love is to be respectable.

Love means sharing, love means caring.

Love is accepting, love is understanding.

Love is when you pay attention to the smallest of things.

Love is when you care for everything.

Love is when you (force to) like what she/he likes.

Love is when you'll be there when she/he needs you.

Love is when you offer your shoulder to cry on to.

Love is when you lend you ears to listen to her/his issues.

Love is when you're my doctor when I'm sick.

Love is when you're my BFF whenever I need.

Love is when you're the one I'd hope to die with.

Love is when I'm the one you'd hope to die with.

 

kopi&pasta

from terfaktab..

memories

salam..
i did this b4 n suddenly found it back yesterday.. so, just posting it here so dat, i can rmember it..

=)

RULES : Once you 've been tagged , you 're supposed to write a note with 100 truths about you .

at the end , choose 20 people to be tagged .

you have to tag the person who tagged you .

DO NOT REMOVE TAG. (; 

( To do this , go to " notes " under tabs on your profile page , copy and paste this note , erase my answers and enter your own , tag people ( in the right hand corner of the app then click publish . )

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : ice lemon tea..(my fav..>

2. Last phone call : mum

( i don't really know where's the number 3 )

4. Last song you listened to : edwin mccain~i'll be.. (currently become my fav, later will be sumting else..hehe)

5. Last time you cried :  urm.. this's shocking..urm, last night?? hehe~~ i'm in deep tension~~ -_-" wish sumone can heal my pain..~

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice : no, perhaps never??

7. Been cheated on : sort of..

8. Kissed someone and regretted it : Never ever..

9. Lost someone special : perhaps??

10. Been depressed : of course!! now, getting worse laa~

11. Been drunk and threw up : never in my life time

LIST TWO FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. yellow 

13. blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)

14. Made a new friend : ya, millions!! XDDD

15. Fallen in love : erm, nope.. but, i like lots of people!!

16. Laughed until you cried : definately!! i love to laugh!

17. Met someone who changed you : hmm..not yet.. i'm just being the better me..

18. Found out who your true friends were : i've just found out who's not my true fren.. T_T

19. Found out someone was talking about you : well, i dun really care bout things like that..

20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list accidentally : nope..

21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : lots.. but i tend to remember their faces, not their full name.. XDD

22. How many kids do you want to have : depends on my future hubby..XDD

23. Do you have any pets :  No.. but,i wish to have one.. maybe rabbit??

24. Do you wanna change your name : no.. i love my name

25. What did you do for your last birthday : enjoying the great mood of finally being 18 years old! got surprised birthday party made by friends..

26. What time did you wake up today :  6.15am but, i sleep back right after i've done my Subuh prayer..felt really sleepy..

27. What were you doing at midnight last night :  reading the boring book of physics.. -_-"

28. Name something you CANNOT wait for : nach Deutschland fliegen!!!!!! i wish so laa~~ but, for now, i'm waiting patiently for my test to be over!!!

29. Last time you saw your Mother :  the last time i go back home..

30. What is the one thing you wish you could change about your life : nothing.. i love the only me.. its a natural thing to have weaknesses, rite?

( the number 31 ? )

32. What are you listening to right now : news live3x concert!!! love shige~~!!

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : nope..dun have anyone with that name in my memory...

34. What's getting on your nerves right now : my physics test?? but, what can i do?? just forgive and forget laa..

35. Most visited webpage :  penulisan2u.my >> i really love words

36. What's your real name :  nur syazwani shamsuddin

37. What's your nickname : wani, before, in previous school, people call me swen.. XDD

38. Relationship Status :  Single

39. Zodiac sign : Libra

40. Male or female :  female

41. Elementary school :  SK Tengku Mahmud

42. Middle school :  SMK Tengku Mahmud, SBPI Batu Rakit

43. High school/college : INTEC

44. Hair colour :  ....secret....

45. Long or short : ...secret..private property...XDDDD

46. Height : about 165cm?? not sure..

47. Do you have a crush on someone :  hehe..yes

48: What do you like about yourself :  being the only me..

49. Piercings :  yes.. since child

50. Tattoos : no way

51. Righty or lefty : Righty

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery : Never... i hope i dun want any of it in my lifetime..

53. First piercing : before i enter primary school

54. First best friend :  all are best friends.. swen

55. First sport you joined in : 100m,200m n long jump..

56. First vacation : didn't remember.. long time already

58. First pair of trainers : nope

59. Eating : i eat lots!! XDDD  anything except durian.. hate durian!

60. Drinking : all sorts of beverages

61. I'm about to : study..i hope laaa~~

62. Listening to : news concert~~

63. Waiting for : my study mood to come

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want children : of course~~

65. Get Married : when i found my other half...XDD

66. Career : insyaALLAH, i'm a natural born engineer..hehe

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes : Eyes.. they give lots of meaning..

68. Hugs or kisses : Hugs.. it can calm me.. especially from the one that i love..

69. Shorter or taller : Taller

70. Older or Younger : both also ok..

71. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic....

72. Nice stomach or nice arms : both..

73. Sensitive or loud : i'm loud and sensitive.. i'll be quiet sometime laa~~

74. Hook-up or relationship : single

75. Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble maker...

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger : no

77. Drank hard liquor : never

78. Lost your glasses/ contact : seldom laa~~ i forgot where i put them..

79. Sex on first date : Never... -_-''

80. Broken someone's heart :  i wish no.. but, i dunno laa either got or not~~

81. Ate chocolate : yes.. but, i only like certain types of choc..not all..

82. Been arrested : Nope

83. Turned someone down : hehehe.. ~~

84. Cried when someone died : hmm..not yet...

85. Fallen for a friend : surprisingly,yes!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself : the first thing that i believe is myself~~

87. Miracles : sometimes, depends on the situation..

88. Love at first sight : maybe it can happen.. who knows??

89. Heaven : yes!

90. Santa Claus : nope

91. Kiss on the first date : absolutely nope

92. Angels : yes..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than one girlfriend/boyfriend at a time : not yet..haha

95. Did you sing today : Yes!! i'm being soo energetic when i watch news concert!!

96. Ever cheated on somebody : yes..

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go : the year of 2007..its the black year for me.. zaman jahiliah... pfffhh..wish that i can fix those bad things that i have done...

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it , what would it be : that 1 fine day when the first time i fall to the wrong person.. wish that i dun..

99. Are you afraid of falling in love : now?? nope... its natural to fall in love at this time..

100. There are many types of love : yes, of course..

 

 

alg grand photo shooting...

salam

Bile alg dpt tgkp gambar!!! what do u expect?? skema? hppff... mimpi la anda... this is the real us... after taking the skema's photo...

"das war eine negative Frage!" Julia sagt das immer in der Klasse..

this is why i love alg...

"du bleibst immer in unseren Herzen, Nicole!" Nicole Ogasa, ich liebe dich immer.. =)

me.. holding a 'R' letter... lol.. =)

ALG bleibst immer in meinem Herz.. insyaAllah.. may Allah bless.. may we all nach Deutschland fliegen.. amin...amin...amin...

a level~~

salam

saya dah nak alevel.. serius.. lgi 2 minggu.. serius gyler..
saya mmg da nk alevel
tp, saya main2 lgi
LOL... ko gilak??

wani, alevel penting.. ur future kot...
study..study...study..!!!

ibu~~~ abah~~ i'm scared... i dun want to make u guys to be dissapointed with me..

kbai.. study3...

reclaim ur heart

Assalamualaikum..

love is a serious mental disease.. no, it's not.. but desire is.

if being in love means our lives are in pieces and we r completely broken, miserable, utterly consumed, hardly able to function and willing to sacrifice everything, chances are it's not love. despite what we taught in popular culture, true love is not supposed to make us like drug addicts.

if our love for something makes us willing to give up our family, our dignity, our self respect, our bodies, our sanity, our piece of mind, our deen n even our Lord who created us from nothing, know that we r not 'in love'. we r slaves.

imagine the severity. to have one's sight, hearing and heart all sealed. Hawa is not pleasure. it is a prison. it is a slavery of the mind, body n soul. it is an addiction and a worship.

real love brings about calm - not inner torment. true love allows u to be at peace with urself n with God. that is why Allah says: "that u may dwell in tranquility." hawa is the opposite. hawa will make u miserable. and just like a drug, u will crave it always, but never be satisfied. u will chase it to ur own detriment, but never reach it. and though u submit ur whole self to it, it will never bring u happiness.

True or pure love should never contradict or compete with one's love for Allah. it should strengthen it. That is why true love is only permissible. Outside of that, it is nothing more than Hawa, to which we either submit or reject. we are either SLAVES to Allah or SLAVES to our hawa. it CANNOT be both.

~~Yasmin Mogahed..

wani, if he is urs.. then, he will be urs.. in the willingness of Allah.. insyaAllah.. pray for the best..
the time will come..sooner r later..