don't judge me!

the stupid me.. the horrible me.. the hurting me.. and that's me..

Tuesday 9 September 2014

please forget me

salam, blog...
fuuuhhh...fuuuhhh... *tiup habuk, tepuk2 sikit*

laaaaaama giler xtulis..hehe.. cam...hmm.. cm awkward la pulak.. ngee~~
long story short, esok ada presentation techcom..yeahh.. cue card xsiap lgi... lalalala~~ wani poyo..

yipeeeeeee... nk borak2 sal ape ehhh..
sal manusia nama Mohamad Amir Adib Ramli
this troublesome kid.. yeah, kid.. younger 1year from me.. well, if wanna count ikut months, xsmpai pn 1taun..but yeah..

Amir Adib,
thanks for the memories.. i'm gonna treasure them in my life time.. not gonna forget it.. yeah, u did give me tears but u did also give me laugh and happiness, so, i thank u sincerely from the bottom of my heart. u will always have a special place in my heart.. ehhh... (tp nnti aku dh ada husben, lain cite ehhh.. i will always, from hujung rmbut smpai hujung kaki, from the deepest place in my heart til the corner, beneath, ats bawah, kiri kanan belong to my future hubby,in which, xtaw pn sapeeeeeeeee... OTL )

aber, but, however,
i dun wanna write bout u in here, amir.. i wanna erase u.. yes, YOU..
i want to erase everything about u.. like we've met before, but i knoe u just as one of the faci, my group member in BTN n also, one of the member in prs, nothing much n nothing less than that.

Amir,
u said u wanna wait for me? may it be 5 years or more, rite?
please knoe this,
i dun want u to wait for me..
i dun want u to remember me..
i dun want u to appear in my dream, whether i'm awake o asleep
i dun want u to be in my hope
i dun want u to be in my mind, almost all the time..

Amir,
find someone better
forget me
continue ur living
be the best in what u r doing, coding is sooo 'amir'.. haha~
stay healthy
take care~~

they said, when you are in love with someone, u will love their flaws..
sorry, i dun love ur flaws, amir.. it's tolerable but i dun love it.
so, sometimes i wonder, did i really love u at the first place? or it's just sympathy? or maybe coz i'm feeling too lonely? if it's not love, i'm so sorry.. didn't mean to do this for u..

no relationship means nothing, some give good experience, some give bad one.. for u to learn and apply to the next relationship..

I'm sorry..
'kesayangan beta'
~LinRa~