don't judge me!

the stupid me.. the horrible me.. the hurting me.. and that's me..

Thursday 14 November 2013

Of the me rite now

salam..

hi, blog.. lama xblogging.. da berhabuk, i think.. but i thought dat i shud say something regarding my life now..

yup.. didn't pass the alevel, got band 1 in DSH.. n so, damn perfect?

Allah knows what i don't

and here i am, still in bumi Malaysia.. Malaysia tanah tumpah darahku.. (patriotik la sangaat..)
studying in UNITEN, degree of mechanical engineering.. ( yes, i'm a natural born engineer n will alwez be.. insyaAllah.. may Allah bless.. )
will be studying here for about 4years.. n got special sem, means i can decrease my length of study..

How's UNITEN?
so far so good.. i got lots of new friends here.. been making new friends n planning to still keep in touch with my previous friend, which is at INTEC.. basically, the one who gonna fly this Jan, insyaAllah.. well, maybe i'll be deadly silent person with the one who i dun really like.. for exmple, tut..tut..tut.. haha.. tengok la duluuuuuu...

most interesting thing here?
well.. lots actually..

the tasik in front of ilmu was just sooo damn amazing.. n i browse thru it everyday, since its exactly on my way to the class.. so, ptg2, hirup udara from tasik while going back to hostel, damn amazing! boleh berjiwang karat sekali.. n no one cares! plus, tgk ada the bunga teratai inside the tasik were blooming.. nice view, bangau kaler putih tu pun ada, sometimes... but the most regular thing is the biawak inside, petang2, muncul la.. at first, i thought it was anak buaya, but later, the long tongue.. hish, sjk bile buaya ada long tongue nie.. dats how i realise.. lame wani, lame.. =P

then, what else, hmm.. my classmates.. i'm being close with parvathi aka paru, the only girl in my class after me.. she's ok eventually, but we r being nice with each other, so, i hope.. n i really hope, she can be good friend. i'll be a good friend too,paru!
 n this guy name alex n jay. alex is a good man.. he cares for me n even help me to bring my luggage when i was going back to besut last time. but he keeps on ending his word with 'man', as in i am a 'man' in his eyes, for exmple, that's good man, thanx man,u really help a lot man.. like.. me, i'm a man.. pffftt.. but then, maybe, dat was fine.. i'm pretty sure dat he can be good friend.. hope so..
jay is different.. its not like i hate him or what.. i'm ok with him, but he flirts.. well, even though he didn't flirt with me but somewhat, i felt uneasy bout it. hmm.. well, he talks sooooo softly on the phone.. yup, he called me during the holiday, n his voice is super sexy. not like his voice is naturally sexy, but he make it like dat.. so, i super duper dun really like dat.. n saying that he miss me.. we havent met for so long, like.... pffttt.. sory jay, i hate those stuff..i missing me doesnt mean anything to me.. n i hate those.. dun flirt with me, will ya??
 i got this one eyes-catching friend also.. well, is he a fren already? dunno.. we talked just for important thing, but maybe coz his face looks soo jernih, so, i like to see his face.. well, i'm not sure either he knows my name or not.. but sadly, i only notice him during programming class..then, i tried looking around in another class.. so actually, he is in the same class as i am.. pffttt.. bru realise.. n dun ask me about other guys, i dunno them, sitting always the first or the 2nd row in class, talking with paru n alex mostly wont give me a good connection with other classmates, which is all guys.. but i like it this way, maybe, than being a weirdo, can recognise everyone,let me just be a silent girl here..  well, they'll know how crazy am i later, after spending almost 4years here.. perhaps.. hohoho

the one that looks like angah, yup... dat guy, i dun even knoe his name.. dun want to bother much.. we r not in same class.. but we almost meet each other everyday.. like, a habit to meet him, either in class or in the street.. yes,i miss angah.. n i thought, maybe..maybe if i look at him, i'll miss angah lesser.. but the opposite things happened. when i saw him, i thought,

"kan bagus kalau this is the real angah.. kan bagus kalau betul angah is here..like seriously.. asal muke ko cm angah, eh?" 

so those thought aren't taking me anywhere..i'll be just a person who miss angah damn much but couldnt do anything except scrolling his previous chat n messages n also cry every night due to the 'miss' illness created by my own self to destroy my own self.. like.. whattt??? sooo stupid thing that wani was doing n still doing it.. babooooooo...

Angah, i miss u damn much!!!!!!!!!!

well.. basically, dats my UNITEN's life.. sooo.. will be updating later.. since i got calculus test tomoro.. may Allah bless..

salam


Sunday 23 June 2013

nach a level

salam...
hallo, leute!!

yea, da kne start ckp german balik daaaahhhh...

jeng3...

A LEVEL DAH HABISSSSS

hooray!!! hooray!!

hepi giles.. tataw la result mcm mane
~bismillah hi tawakkal tu a'lallah.... ~

please... bitte... bitte...

pray for me.. insyaAllah...
may Allah bless me, u n all of us.. amin..

salam

Wednesday 12 June 2013

the secret behind 12 june

~bak, hj mohamad bin ismail~

salam, people~~

u know u'll miss him when he's gone..
u know u gotta move forward..
u know the fact that u have to live without him anymore
u know that.. u know everything

but still
bak, i miss u so much...

it has been a year since he's gone.. 
yet i can still feel the emptiness inside...

when they (the family members) were having tahlil for bak, they always talk about him
and their sentences will be like, 
"kalau cg mat ada, things will be like this..." 
"kalau bak ada, he will hate/love this..." 

and the house feel empty without him... 
without his cough, which is a usual thing,

whenever i went to bak's house..(we still call the house as bak's house)
he would be laying on the sofa in front of the tv, 
watching rtm, watching forum perdana, watching berita,
his fav channel i think...
 

but now, gone...
its almost a year now... 
we live without him by our side..
i know, everyone feels that, but tend to keep it deep inside...

and today, 
just thinking about him, make me cry..
how i miss u..
and tuk wan didn't seem complete without u..

moge bak ditempatkan dalam kalangan org yg beriman..insyaAllah..

~bak and tuk wan~
~alfatihah~
 salam..
 

Monday 20 May 2013

this is love

 
 
salam
 
You are imperfectly perfect
I am perfectly imperfect
But we both are perfectly perfect
You are colourly colourless
I am colourlessly coloured
But we both are Colourly coloured
You are patiently impatient
I am impatiently patient
But we both are Patiently patient
You are wrongly right
I am rightly wrong
But we both are Rightly right
You are east
I am west
But we both lead the rest
You are sky
I am earth
But we both make each other’s Universe
You are Fire
I am water
But we both does matter
You are rude
I am happy
But we both together go clappy
You are light
I am dark
Making each others life bright 
 
salam

Friday 17 May 2013

shoo syuwitt..

salam...

i've read this one cerpen... waaaaaa...
link di sini
bapak ah...bapak ahh...
 bessttt gylerrr!!!!

ibu, nk kawen!!! haha
best kn kalau bleh kawen? 
best kan?

hmm...

kalau da kawen,
sume pun jd ibadah,
sume bnda pun akn dpt pahala..
like seriously..

klau rindu,
klau tetibe teringat,
klau nk text,
klau nk call,
nk dgr suara...
sume dpt pahala..

tp, klau xkawen lgi, sume da jd dosa...
as in... SEMUA... haishh... zina hati pling truk..

ibu, nk kawen.. tp calon kakak tu xmau kawen lgi.. haha
yer, anda ade byk responsibilities..., taw2... n i understand..

wawawa.... hoiii, en anda...
selamat berjaya... n dun miss me.. coz i won't miss u so much.. haha..


lastly, JOM, kite kawen, nk?
ahahahaha

p/s: bajet dye bce je blog aku nie.. haha

salam..

Wednesday 15 May 2013

jiwang karat #5

salam

suddenly thinking of this...
sho shuweett...

"could u please be my MRS? i'm dying to get one for my name.."

uuu... sape paham, dye paham la..
sape xpaham... hmmm... pikir sndiri...
coz i'm sarkastik in my own way...
yeah....
ways dat no one really understand me.. haha...








salam...

Tuesday 14 May 2013

...

salam

BILA KITA PUTUS ASA...

....

aku
kau
dia
kita
mereka
...

bila kita putus asa.... *sigh*

astaghfirullah..

salam

tomolooww epic day


salam..

tomolow.. aka tomoro...
i got chemis exam.. paper unit 8.. consist of unit 4&5..
how suweet... =,=

but now, i'm dying!! i'm dying coz of stress..

soooo.... stressssss... seriyes.. nie xtipu...
sgt stress.. until... hm...
until i cried when mom called me just now...
haiyaa.. wani being wani....
naseb baik.. i was drying my hair.. while talking to phone...
n yana came out from her room... n as i think she might saw my tears,
i began to move my wet hair in front.. ok, da mcm pontianak, derrr...

talked to mom.. but i dun think she realized i was crying... well..
awesome, wani~~~ LOL..

n i'm stress... for tomoro's paper...
n MRS didn't text me.... since last time, da 2 ari..

wani, u need to live without him... if not, if things suddenly goes wrong.. haaa...
taim  tu bru nk menyesuaikan diri.. nononononono~~
soo, bia je la.. tggu dye text dlu.. malaiihh da nk lyn...

gotogo..
chemis waiting... i love chemistry... but dunno..either i will still love it after tomoro's paper or not..~~
dunno..dunnoo.... (~..~)

~~ O Allah, if U take me to it... U will make me pass thru it, rite? ~~




 


salam...  *amantanpaperang* (read: peace no war)

Tuesday 7 May 2013

and they said, i can do IT..

salam..

chaotic
hidup da xmenentu.. ntah hape2 laaa...
Alevel.. tomoro.. BIGGG daaayyy...
n now, i dunno what's goin on..
feel like killing myself... yeah... i wish...

and angah said last night,
semangat, semangat... jgn surrender...
danke, angah!!.. haha... then, he falls asleep.. ceeehhh...
igtkn nk bg kata2 smgt lgi.. ish3..

and ibu called last night..
kakak, 2days more..
how's ur preparation??
errrkkk... likeee... errmmmm..
dunno... feel extremely nervous..
its like..
ha sudah...ha sudah... esk alevel.. ha sudah
what shud i do... LOL..

and to Allah we repent n to Allah, we seek..

jgn la seek Allah taim perlu je kn... it has to be alwez.. i mean it, alwez seek for Allah no matter in bad time, hard time or happy time.. but then, hmm.. manusia, alpa n lupa.. seek Allah taim nk sumthing je..(dats me).. seek Allah taim nk minx ampun, da wat salah.. taim nk repent la kononnye... KONONnye laa...

but then, Allah stills listen altho u only seek HIM when u want n abandon HIM when u want.. haishh.. poor ALLAH for having me as HIS hamba.. i'll be a better muslim.. insyaAllah..

O Allah, help me go thru this Alevel..
insyaAllah, i can do it but with UR help..
insyaAllah..
campakkan ketenangan dlm hati aku mse taim nk jwb exam..
and everything will be fine.. insyaAllah, if Allah wills..
Amin..amin...amin..

tomoro, chemis unit7, aja2 fighting...!!

salam ceria walau muka da xceria.. hmmm... 

Monday 6 May 2013

i'm returning home

salam

i'm returning to U..
so please, accept me..
i'm begging for forgiveness from U
so, please, show me true ways..
Allah knows, U knows...

Wednesday 1 May 2013

jiwang karat #4

he n she were best friends that act like a couple...

when suddenly he thought that he could not live without her...
so, he decided that he wanted to tell her about his true feeling..
but he was afraid... several possibilities keep on holding him back from telling her about his feeling..

"what if she won't be my friend anymore after she knows my feeling?"
"what if she doesn't want to talk to me anymore?"
"what if she tries to find other friend and doesn't want to be friend with me anymore?"
"what if she tries to stay away from me?"
"what if she goes away and never turns back..?"
"what if....?"
"what if....?"

he held back his feeling and tried to act like a good friend to her...
years after years past..
they are now in 20's...
but still he thought that he will lose her if he tells her about his feeling..

at one moment, she came to him..
"i'm getting married in one month. John asked me to marry him to complete his life. he told me that he can't live without me."
He smiled... while holding back his feeling.. he controlled his voice..
"oh, really? that's great!"

and the wedding day comes...
he went there and saw her in her wedding dress. she looks so beautiful.

"i want to tell u something. do u have a minute?"
"yeah, sure."

he stood on his one knee in front of her. placed her hand on his. he watched her face while trying to gather his strength.

"i want to tell u something since today is ur wedding day. maybe this is the first and the last time i will talk about this."

she was about to say something..

"no, let me finish my words first. do u still remember the time we spend together? when we are in high school? when we are in college? until now.. i was too coward last time but today, although i know that it is too late already, i still want u to know my true feeling. I LOVE U.." he stood on his feet. Then walk towards the door. When he was trying to reach the door knob, he heard her crying.

"do u know how long i've been waiting to hear those words from u? do u know that years had past with me keeping my feeling deep down inside my heart. i don't want to lose u too. but its too late already.. i'm sorry..."

p/s: never hold back ur feeling.. perhaps he/she feel the same about u.. or else, u will feel regret forever..

p/s 2: to do or not to do.. the result varies

sorry for my bad english... =)

Sunday 28 April 2013

taktahunakbagitajukapa

assalamualaikum

lagi beberapa hari nk alevel
lagi beberapa hari nk msuk mood jihad, mood berperang dgn buku sgala bagai
lagi beberapa hari segala usaha selama nie akan dicurahkan sepenuhnya ats kertas
lagi beberapa hari...



tp sbb lagi beberapa hari tu lah...
aku tengah stress
aku rasa malas
aku rasa xnk buat pape
aku rasa tension
aku rasa nak tido je...
sbb beberapa hari tu la...

semalam.. aiyon bagi this one ayat...

"dan kerana TuhanMu, bersabarlah"
(Al-Muddassir:7)

dush! dush! dush! 
tepat ke muka.. 

"wahai org yg berselimut! bangunlah pada malam hari kecuali sebahagian kecil"
(Al-Muzzammil:1-2)

Allah..Allah..Allah..
what have i done? 

malas ini penyakit... so, kite kne lawan.. klau kite sakit, kite akan makan ubat, kn? so dat our antibodi ade helper utk lawan virus2 n kuman2 jahat tu... tp, tu happen dlm body.. jasad, tubuh tu sendiri... how about our soul? penyakit soul kite nie..

astaghfirullah.. 
may Allah forgive my sins.. (yg da terlampau byk smpai undefined)
may Allah lead me the true way..
may Allah bless in everything dat i do..
may Allah ease me..
insyaAllah.. amin..


hurm.. pasal dia... si dia itu... 
ko bukan aku punya.. dan aku pun bukan ko punya..
kita milik Allah, milik parents kita, milik adik bradik sume
klau kita ade jodoh... kalau la.. 
insyaAllah.. that intersection point will come.. no matter how late or how fast..
it will come...

Aku serah hati ini hanya pada Allah..
bukan pada manusia yg akn kecewakan hati aku...

Ya Allah, 
hanya Kau yg taw ape yg aku fikir,
hanya Kau yg taw what's the best for me,
hanya Kau yg taw, what's the truth n what's not..
hanya Kau je yg taw..
hanya Kau je yg paham aku..
so, guide me, show me the way..
insyaAllah.. amin..


Assalamualaikum.. =)


 














Monday 22 April 2013

terfaktab~~ love

This is love

Let us talk about love. 
Love is like a rose with thorns (whatever colour the rose is). 
It is beautiful yet it can hurt. 
Love hurts, love also heals. 
To love is to give commitment. 
To love is to build trust.
To love is to sacrifice.
To love is to be responsible.
To love is to be dependable.
To love is to be flexible.
To love is to be respectable.

Love means sharing, love means caring.
Love is accepting, love is understanding.
Love is when you pay attention to the smallest of things.
Love is when you care for everything.
Love is when you (force to) like what she/he likes.
Love is when you'll be there when she/he needs you.
Love is when you offer your shoulder to cry on to.
Love is when you lend you ears to listen to her/his issues.
Love is when you're my doctor when I'm sick.
Love is when you're my BFF whenever I need.
Love is when you're the one I'd hope to die with.
Love is when I'm the one you'd hope to die with.
 
kopi&pasta
from terfaktab..

memories

salam..
i did this b4 n suddenly found it back yesterday.. so, just posting it here so dat, i can rmember it..

=)

RULES Once you 've been tagged , you 're supposed to write a note with 100 truths about you .
at the end , choose 20 people to be tagged .
you have to tag the person who tagged you .

DO NOT REMOVE TAG. (; 
( To do this , go to " notes " under tabs on your profile page , copy and paste this note , erase my answers and enter your own , tag people ( in the right hand corner of the app then click publish . )




WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage : ice lemon tea..(my fav..>
2. Last phone call : mum
i don't really know where's the number 3 )
4. Last song you listened to : edwin mccain~i'll be.. (currently become my fav, later will be sumting else..hehe)
5. Last time you cried :  urm.. this's shocking..urm, last night?? hehe~~ i'm in deep tension~~ -_-" wish sumone can heal my pain..~


HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice : no, perhaps never??
7. Been cheated on : sort of..
8. Kissed someone and regretted it : Never ever..
9. Lost someone special : perhaps??
10. Been depressed : of course!! now, getting worse laa~
11. Been drunk and threw up : never in my life time



LIST TWO FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. yellow 
13. blue



THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
14. Made a new friend : ya, millions!! XDDD
15. Fallen in love : erm, nope.. but, i like lots of people!!
16. Laughed until you cried : definately!! i love to laugh!
17. Met someone who changed you : hmm..not yet.. i'm just being the better me..
18. Found out who your true friends were : i've just found out who's not my true fren.. T_T
19. Found out someone was talking about you : well, i dun really care bout things like that..
20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list accidentally : nope..
21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : lots.. but i tend to remember their faces, not their full name.. XDD
22. How many kids do you want to have : depends on my future hubby..XDD
23. Do you have any pets :  No.. but,i wish to have one.. maybe rabbit??
24. Do you wanna change your name : no.. i love my name
25. What did you do for your last birthday : enjoying the great mood of finally being 18 years old! got surprised birthday party made by friends..
26. What time did you wake up today :  6.15am but, i sleep back right after i've done my Subuh prayer..felt really sleepy..
27. What were you doing at midnight last night :  reading the boring book of physics.. -_-"
28. Name something you CANNOT wait for : nach Deutschland fliegen!!!!!! i wish so laa~~ but, for now, i'm waiting patiently for my test to be over!!!
29. Last time you saw your Mother :  the last time i go back home..
30. What is the one thing you wish you could change about your life : nothing.. i love the only me.. its a natural thing to have weaknesses, rite?
the number 31 ? )
32. What are you listening to right now : news live3x concert!!! love shige~~!!
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : nope..dun have anyone with that name in my memory...
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : my physics test?? but, what can i do?? just forgive and forget laa..
35. Most visited webpage :  penulisan2u.my >> i really love words
36. What's your real name :  nur syazwani shamsuddin
37. What's your nickname : wani, before, in previous school, people call me swen.. XDD
38. Relationship Status :  Single
39. Zodiac sign : Libra
40. Male or female :  female
41. Elementary school :  SK Tengku Mahmud
42. Middle school :  SMK Tengku Mahmud, SBPI Batu Rakit
43. High school/college : INTEC
44. Hair colour :  ....secret....
45. Long or short : ...secret..private property...XDDDD
46. Height : about 165cm?? not sure..
47. Do you have a crush on someone :  hehe..yes
48: What do you like about yourself :  being the only me..
49. Piercings :  yes.. since child
50. Tattoos : no way
51. Righty or lefty : Righty



FIRSTS:
52. First surgery : Never... i hope i dun want any of it in my lifetime..
53. First piercing : before i enter primary school
54. First best friend :  all are best friends.. swen
55. First sport you joined in : 100m,200m n long jump..
56. First vacation : didn't remember.. long time already
58. First pair of trainers : nope
59. Eating : i eat lots!! XDDD  anything except durian.. hate durian!
60. Drinking : all sorts of beverages
61. I'm about to : study..i hope laaa~~
62. Listening to : news concert~~
63. Waiting for : my study mood to come


YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want children : of course~~
65. Get Married : when i found my other half...XDD
66. Career : insyaALLAH, i'm a natural born engineer..hehe

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes : Eyes.. they give lots of meaning..
68. Hugs or kisses : Hugs.. it can calm me.. especially from the one that i love..
69. Shorter or taller : Taller
70. Older or Younger : both also ok..
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic....
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : both..
73. Sensitive or loud : i'm loud and sensitive.. i'll be quiet sometime laa~~
74. Hook-up or relationship : single
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble maker...


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger : no
77. Drank hard liquor : never
78. Lost your glasses/ contact : seldom laa~~ i forgot where i put them..
79. Sex on first date : Never... -_-''
80. Broken someone's heart :  i wish no.. but, i dunno laa either got or not~~
81. Ate chocolate : yes.. but, i only like certain types of choc..not all..
82. Been arrested : Nope
83. Turned someone down : hehehe.. ~~
84. Cried when someone died : hmm..not yet...
85. Fallen for a friend : surprisingly,yes!



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself : the first thing that i believe is myself~~
87. Miracles : sometimes, depends on the situation..
88. Love at first sight : maybe it can happen.. who knows??
89. Heaven : yes!
90. Santa Claus : nope
91. Kiss on the first date : absolutely nope
92. Angels : yes..


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than one girlfriend/boyfriend at a time : not yet..haha
95. Did you sing today : Yes!! i'm being soo energetic when i watch news concert!!
96. Ever cheated on somebody : yes..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go : the year of 2007..its the black year for me.. zaman jahiliah... pfffhh..wish that i can fix those bad things that i have done...
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it , what would it be : that 1 fine day when the first time i fall to the wrong person.. wish that i dun..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love : now?? nope... its natural to fall in love at this time..
100. There are many types of love : yes, of course..
 
 

alg grand photo shooting...

salam

Bile alg dpt tgkp gambar!!! what do u expect?? skema? hppff... mimpi la anda... this is the real us... after taking the skema's photo...

"das war eine negative Frage!" Julia sagt das immer in der Klasse..

this is why i love alg...

"du bleibst immer in unseren Herzen, Nicole!" Nicole Ogasa, ich liebe dich immer.. =)

me.. holding a 'R' letter... lol.. =)

ALG bleibst immer in meinem Herz.. insyaAllah.. may Allah bless.. may we all nach Deutschland fliegen.. amin...amin...amin...

a level~~

salam

saya dah nak alevel.. serius.. lgi 2 minggu.. serius gyler..
saya mmg da nk alevel
tp, saya main2 lgi
LOL... ko gilak??

wani, alevel penting.. ur future kot...
study..study...study..!!!

ibu~~~ abah~~ i'm scared... i dun want to make u guys to be dissapointed with me..

kbai.. study3...

Saturday 13 April 2013

reclaim ur heart

Assalamualaikum..

love is a serious mental disease.. no, it's not.. but desire is.

if being in love means our lives are in pieces and we r completely broken, miserable, utterly consumed, hardly able to function and willing to sacrifice everything, chances are it's not love. despite what we taught in popular culture, true love is not supposed to make us like drug addicts.

if our love for something makes us willing to give up our family, our dignity, our self respect, our bodies, our sanity, our piece of mind, our deen n even our Lord who created us from nothing, know that we r not 'in love'. we r slaves.

imagine the severity. to have one's sight, hearing and heart all sealed. Hawa is not pleasure. it is a prison. it is a slavery of the mind, body n soul. it is an addiction and a worship.

real love brings about calm - not inner torment. true love allows u to be at peace with urself n with God. that is why Allah says: "that u may dwell in tranquility." hawa is the opposite. hawa will make u miserable. and just like a drug, u will crave it always, but never be satisfied. u will chase it to ur own detriment, but never reach it. and though u submit ur whole self to it, it will never bring u happiness.

True or pure love should never contradict or compete with one's love for Allah. it should strengthen it. That is why true love is only permissible. Outside of that, it is nothing more than Hawa, to which we either submit or reject. we are either SLAVES to Allah or SLAVES to our hawa. it CANNOT be both.

~~Yasmin Mogahed..

wani, if he is urs.. then, he will be urs.. in the willingness of Allah.. insyaAllah.. pray for the best..
the time will come..sooner r later..  

Monday 18 March 2013

me?

i'm not broken.. i'm just hurt..
i'm not mad.. i'm just hurt..

really...hurt..
so, don't give me that look... like u were breaking me up.. its just hurting...

to know the truth that u hide...

n believe me... when i say, i'm ok.. i really am not ok... but yes, u dun or u never understand it...
and that is why.... u will never understand me...

go away with ur judgemental skill... i'm not worth it.. and i am sure... u judge me wrong... like seriously, wrong...


love letter??

salam...

ho3... ok, mmg weird, tetibe buat 2 post dlm 1 hari... tp, mmg xleh blah... aku terjumpa this one love letter.. so...here it is..


i'm weird... i know...


kbai..
assalamualaikum..

do men remember their first love??

assalamualaikum
guten tag!

~yes.. they do..

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/Do_men_remember_their_first_love

check it out!
and i dun really know why i post this..
ha.ha.. (what an awkward laugh)





i must be mad.. seriously..

the end of wani's weird day...
(is it the end?)
i'm afraid that its just starting....

T__T

kbai...
assalamualaikum