Salam.
Ada apa pada 1 April?
Tak ada apa2..
So apa ada pada 31 Mac?
yeah.. something happened last night.. I seriously can't believe of what suddenly happened, out of the blue, between us. It's my fault, yes, I admit. Salah sbb I brought Thor's name inside the conversation and I didn't obey to your advice for me. I think it's the first time I saw you being THAT FREAKING angry. Yep, I think so. Takut..sgt...sgt2..
Tp kan, xrasa lawak ke? You gave me poison, but you also gave me cure. *clap clap*
How did u do that thou? I only know how to give you poison, but never know how to heal you, cure you.. Erm.. Sooo, nampak tak why we didn't suit each other? Nampak tak? Nampak tak?
Thou we both love each other deeply enough, I'm not suit to be with you. But that's fine, I tlg jaga jodoh org, so that org blh tlg jaga jodoh I. Sounds fair, kan? So.... who ever will that jodoh of yours be, insyaAllah she will be better than me. I'm just someone that you met along the way je.. Jauh lagi perjalanan. No worries.
Dah lama rasanya tak nangis esak2.. rasanya dulu last nangis mse you clash dgn I.. But this time, it felt different. Maybe sbb I rasa betul kot jodoh kita xpanjang....maybe.. Just fyi la kan, I cry myself to sleep.. cam org ape dah, tossing here and there, cari the most suitable place to sleep into.. Pkul 3 lebih jugak kot baru tido.. but yeah, nangis smpai tertido.. Hidung sumbat dua2.. nafas ikut mulut.. ya ampun, apa nak jadi la dgn Syazwani nie.. hahahahahha.. dah umur 24tahun kot, nangis cam budak kecik xmatang.. hehe.. bangun pagi, mata bengkak, merah.. adoii.. teruknyee.. sememeh muka xyah cakap la kan... hahahahha..
Syazwani, the childish gurl.. hukhukhuk.. Tu ler, sape suh syg Syazwani nie.. kan dah kena pasal.. hmmm...
I told ya before.. sangat la pelik untuk org yg suka kt Syazwani nie.. coz she didn't belong to anyone except Allah SWT and her family. That's it. She's not worth your time. Perangai ntah hape2.. Ego mencacak tinggi.. Nothing. Buat ape nk tmbah beban, bro. Kemon, move on.. Your life gonna be a lot easier.
Tapi sbb dh jnji nk tlg jaga jodoh org kan, so this Syazwani akan cuba jaga jodoh orang elok2, baik2, insyaAllah xdak calar sikit pun.. safe and sound.. sbb Syazwani ini mmg dilahirkan utk jaga org, jaga adik2, jaga mak ayah, jaga kwn2 dan juga jaga jodoh org mcm awak. Syazwani means 'harum bunga kasturi (haruman syurga)', so Syazwani ini akan terus mekar, blossom, wherever people need her to do so.. to make the day better..
untuk jodoh awak yg belom smpai lagi tu, dia pasti akn jaga awak leklok, dun worry.
til then, adios..
~31 March 2017~
