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Thursday 14 November 2013

Of the me rite now

salam..

hi, blog.. lama xblogging.. da berhabuk, i think.. but i thought dat i shud say something regarding my life now..

yup.. didn't pass the alevel, got band 1 in DSH.. n so, damn perfect?

Allah knows what i don't

and here i am, still in bumi Malaysia.. Malaysia tanah tumpah darahku.. (patriotik la sangaat..)
studying in UNITEN, degree of mechanical engineering.. ( yes, i'm a natural born engineer n will alwez be.. insyaAllah.. may Allah bless.. )
will be studying here for about 4years.. n got special sem, means i can decrease my length of study..

How's UNITEN?
so far so good.. i got lots of new friends here.. been making new friends n planning to still keep in touch with my previous friend, which is at INTEC.. basically, the one who gonna fly this Jan, insyaAllah.. well, maybe i'll be deadly silent person with the one who i dun really like.. for exmple, tut..tut..tut.. haha.. tengok la duluuuuuu...

most interesting thing here?
well.. lots actually..

the tasik in front of ilmu was just sooo damn amazing.. n i browse thru it everyday, since its exactly on my way to the class.. so, ptg2, hirup udara from tasik while going back to hostel, damn amazing! boleh berjiwang karat sekali.. n no one cares! plus, tgk ada the bunga teratai inside the tasik were blooming.. nice view, bangau kaler putih tu pun ada, sometimes... but the most regular thing is the biawak inside, petang2, muncul la.. at first, i thought it was anak buaya, but later, the long tongue.. hish, sjk bile buaya ada long tongue nie.. dats how i realise.. lame wani, lame.. =P

then, what else, hmm.. my classmates.. i'm being close with parvathi aka paru, the only girl in my class after me.. she's ok eventually, but we r being nice with each other, so, i hope.. n i really hope, she can be good friend. i'll be a good friend too,paru!
 n this guy name alex n jay. alex is a good man.. he cares for me n even help me to bring my luggage when i was going back to besut last time. but he keeps on ending his word with 'man', as in i am a 'man' in his eyes, for exmple, that's good man, thanx man,u really help a lot man.. like.. me, i'm a man.. pffftt.. but then, maybe, dat was fine.. i'm pretty sure dat he can be good friend.. hope so..
jay is different.. its not like i hate him or what.. i'm ok with him, but he flirts.. well, even though he didn't flirt with me but somewhat, i felt uneasy bout it. hmm.. well, he talks sooooo softly on the phone.. yup, he called me during the holiday, n his voice is super sexy. not like his voice is naturally sexy, but he make it like dat.. so, i super duper dun really like dat.. n saying that he miss me.. we havent met for so long, like.... pffttt.. sory jay, i hate those stuff..i missing me doesnt mean anything to me.. n i hate those.. dun flirt with me, will ya??
 i got this one eyes-catching friend also.. well, is he a fren already? dunno.. we talked just for important thing, but maybe coz his face looks soo jernih, so, i like to see his face.. well, i'm not sure either he knows my name or not.. but sadly, i only notice him during programming class..then, i tried looking around in another class.. so actually, he is in the same class as i am.. pffttt.. bru realise.. n dun ask me about other guys, i dunno them, sitting always the first or the 2nd row in class, talking with paru n alex mostly wont give me a good connection with other classmates, which is all guys.. but i like it this way, maybe, than being a weirdo, can recognise everyone,let me just be a silent girl here..  well, they'll know how crazy am i later, after spending almost 4years here.. perhaps.. hohoho

the one that looks like angah, yup... dat guy, i dun even knoe his name.. dun want to bother much.. we r not in same class.. but we almost meet each other everyday.. like, a habit to meet him, either in class or in the street.. yes,i miss angah.. n i thought, maybe..maybe if i look at him, i'll miss angah lesser.. but the opposite things happened. when i saw him, i thought,

"kan bagus kalau this is the real angah.. kan bagus kalau betul angah is here..like seriously.. asal muke ko cm angah, eh?" 

so those thought aren't taking me anywhere..i'll be just a person who miss angah damn much but couldnt do anything except scrolling his previous chat n messages n also cry every night due to the 'miss' illness created by my own self to destroy my own self.. like.. whattt??? sooo stupid thing that wani was doing n still doing it.. babooooooo...

Angah, i miss u damn much!!!!!!!!!!

well.. basically, dats my UNITEN's life.. sooo.. will be updating later.. since i got calculus test tomoro.. may Allah bless..

salam