regarding MRS

salam..peepsssss...

ok.. mcm la ada org baca blog ni..haha..
well.. suddenly terasa nk tulis pasal MRS.. yup.. dat one person..

well, MRS, this 20th March will be the 1st anniversary.. so, i was thinking to make a new blog.. n wrote all things about u dat came of my mind.. n i wanna save all the messagessssss dat we text so far..

motif? dunno.. just appreciating u as da one da i like b4 n still do..
huaaarrrgghh... this is embarrassing.. (~0.0)~ lalala..

ok.. just nk emphasize kt sini, i've been thinking always about u..
like always.. forever n always..

the u who came from da stars korean drama..touched me a lot.. there's one scene when she asked her friend, when she can forget the one she love, the Do Min Joon.. since her love one didnt like her dat time and ask her to move on n leave him alone...bla3.. thou he didnt really mean like dat...

Song Yi: How long will it take? until it doesn't hurt to talk about him. How long will it take? Will that day ever come?
Se Mi: When it doesn't hurt to talk about him?
Song Yi: What are you talking about?
Se Mi: You are only thinking about him. You can't stop thinking about him. it's harder to not think about him. But at some point, you will realize that you're thinking about him. Then you think, 'Oh, I was actually thinking about something else until i thought of him'. that's when it doesn't hurt. That means you can have other thoughts once in a while.
Song Yi: you sound like an expert. so how long does it take?
Se Mi: 15 years?
Song Yi: Are you kidding me?
Se Mi: It took me 15 years. It doesn't hurt anymore.



keeet~ (end)

but then da story is a happy ending one.. but it was during the last episode when i cried.. when the Song Yi was crying a river because she misses Do Min Joon so much.. and that remind me of u.. and that time when i miss u so much and even cause Ira to cried too.. haha.. ok.. this is embarrassing..

til then.. salam
bogoshippo~

current me?? ngeee...

salam..
annyongggg..~~

well.. skrg tgh cuti.. it's feb n i still got lots of time til jun.. yupp... my holiday is til jun..hehe.. well, i dun wanna take the special sem yet plus duit mara xmasuk lagi... ngeee..bajet nk setel ni dulu la konon.. padahal nk cuti lama2, ternak badan puas2..hehe~

life seems fine.. well.. ok a bit...

GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!

i got into the dean's list for my first sem... ngeee...besnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

well, didnt really expect dat but alhamdulillah.. Allah knows da best..

will be updating later then..

ilthann.. annyong~
salam

Of the me rite now

salam..

hi, blog.. lama xblogging.. da berhabuk, i think.. but i thought dat i shud say something regarding my life now..

yup.. didn't pass the alevel, got band 1 in DSH.. n so, damn perfect?

Allah knows what i don't

and here i am, still in bumi Malaysia.. Malaysia tanah tumpah darahku.. (patriotik la sangaat..)
studying in UNITEN, degree of mechanical engineering.. ( yes, i'm a natural born engineer n will alwez be.. insyaAllah.. may Allah bless.. )
will be studying here for about 4years.. n got special sem, means i can decrease my length of study..

How's UNITEN?
so far so good.. i got lots of new friends here.. been making new friends n planning to still keep in touch with my previous friend, which is at INTEC.. basically, the one who gonna fly this Jan, insyaAllah.. well, maybe i'll be deadly silent person with the one who i dun really like.. for exmple, tut..tut..tut.. haha.. tengok la duluuuuuu...

most interesting thing here?
well.. lots actually..

the tasik in front of ilmu was just sooo damn amazing.. n i browse thru it everyday, since its exactly on my way to the class.. so, ptg2, hirup udara from tasik while going back to hostel, damn amazing! boleh berjiwang karat sekali.. n no one cares! plus, tgk ada the bunga teratai inside the tasik were blooming.. nice view, bangau kaler putih tu pun ada, sometimes... but the most regular thing is the biawak inside, petang2, muncul la.. at first, i thought it was anak buaya, but later, the long tongue.. hish, sjk bile buaya ada long tongue nie.. dats how i realise.. lame wani, lame.. =P

then, what else, hmm.. my classmates.. i'm being close with parvathi aka paru, the only girl in my class after me.. she's ok eventually, but we r being nice with each other, so, i hope.. n i really hope, she can be good friend. i'll be a good friend too,paru!
 n this guy name alex n jay. alex is a good man.. he cares for me n even help me to bring my luggage when i was going back to besut last time. but he keeps on ending his word with 'man', as in i am a 'man' in his eyes, for exmple, that's good man, thanx man,u really help a lot man.. like.. me, i'm a man.. pffftt.. but then, maybe, dat was fine.. i'm pretty sure dat he can be good friend.. hope so..
jay is different.. its not like i hate him or what.. i'm ok with him, but he flirts.. well, even though he didn't flirt with me but somewhat, i felt uneasy bout it. hmm.. well, he talks sooooo softly on the phone.. yup, he called me during the holiday, n his voice is super sexy. not like his voice is naturally sexy, but he make it like dat.. so, i super duper dun really like dat.. n saying that he miss me.. we havent met for so long, like.... pffttt.. sory jay, i hate those stuff..i missing me doesnt mean anything to me.. n i hate those.. dun flirt with me, will ya??
 i got this one eyes-catching friend also.. well, is he a fren already? dunno.. we talked just for important thing, but maybe coz his face looks soo jernih, so, i like to see his face.. well, i'm not sure either he knows my name or not.. but sadly, i only notice him during programming class..then, i tried looking around in another class.. so actually, he is in the same class as i am.. pffttt.. bru realise.. n dun ask me about other guys, i dunno them, sitting always the first or the 2nd row in class, talking with paru n alex mostly wont give me a good connection with other classmates, which is all guys.. but i like it this way, maybe, than being a weirdo, can recognise everyone,let me just be a silent girl here..  well, they'll know how crazy am i later, after spending almost 4years here.. perhaps.. hohoho

the one that looks like angah, yup... dat guy, i dun even knoe his name.. dun want to bother much.. we r not in same class.. but we almost meet each other everyday.. like, a habit to meet him, either in class or in the street.. yes,i miss angah.. n i thought, maybe..maybe if i look at him, i'll miss angah lesser.. but the opposite things happened. when i saw him, i thought,

"kan bagus kalau this is the real angah.. kan bagus kalau betul angah is here..like seriously.. asal muke ko cm angah, eh?" 

so those thought aren't taking me anywhere..i'll be just a person who miss angah damn much but couldnt do anything except scrolling his previous chat n messages n also cry every night due to the 'miss' illness created by my own self to destroy my own self.. like.. whattt??? sooo stupid thing that wani was doing n still doing it.. babooooooo...

Angah, i miss u damn much!!!!!!!!!!

well.. basically, dats my UNITEN's life.. sooo.. will be updating later.. since i got calculus test tomoro.. may Allah bless..

salam

nach a level

salam...
hallo, leute!!

yea, da kne start ckp german balik daaaahhhh...

jeng3...

A LEVEL DAH HABISSSSS

hooray!!! hooray!!

hepi giles.. tataw la result mcm mane
~bismillah hi tawakkal tu a'lallah.... ~

please... bitte... bitte...

pray for me.. insyaAllah...
may Allah bless me, u n all of us.. amin..

salam

the secret behind 12 june

~bak, hj mohamad bin ismail~

salam, people~~

u know u'll miss him when he's gone..
u know u gotta move forward..
u know the fact that u have to live without him anymore
u know that.. u know everything

but still
bak, i miss u so much...

it has been a year since he's gone.. 
yet i can still feel the emptiness inside...

when they (the family members) were having tahlil for bak, they always talk about him
and their sentences will be like, 
"kalau cg mat ada, things will be like this..." 
"kalau bak ada, he will hate/love this..." 

and the house feel empty without him... 
without his cough, which is a usual thing,

whenever i went to bak's house..(we still call the house as bak's house)
he would be laying on the sofa in front of the tv, 
watching rtm, watching forum perdana, watching berita,
his fav channel i think...
 

but now, gone...
its almost a year now... 
we live without him by our side..
i know, everyone feels that, but tend to keep it deep inside...

and today, 
just thinking about him, make me cry..
how i miss u..
and tuk wan didn't seem complete without u..

moge bak ditempatkan dalam kalangan org yg beriman..insyaAllah..

~bak and tuk wan~

~alfatihah~
 salam..