is it possible?

Salam

is it possible?
for someone to love me THAT much?


is it possible?
for someone like me to accept that much of love?


is it possible?
that someone actually loves me from the bottom of his heart?


is it possible?
that's it's actually happening to me?
that it suddenly occur that someone actually like me?
that abrupt change of being not in love, to being in love with me?


is it possible?
that someone actually cares?
that someone actually accept the me? the whole me?


this is an overwhelming feeling. i never expect someone, like a human in this massive world, can actually like me? coz i'm not a lovable person. i'm not that attractive. i'm nobody.

so tell me,
how come? how possible? how much? how long?
will he loves me?

i admit, i'm a person with a very high self-confidence, sometimes not even in the right place where i should be confident with. But my self-confidence doesn't include my feeling of being lovable. i'm positively sure that no one will love me if not for something. like u will only 'love' me, when u need something from me. 'love' as in u need something from me, so u need to 'like' me.
 
but it's a different thing with parent and siblings.. coz they are those person that brought me up. i'm talking about someone, who is a stranger, who doesn't have any relationship, a completely-clueless-stranger, who suddenly, strangely, fall in love with me? as in with Wani? with this Syazwani?

yeah, what kind of nonsense is that right.....unless...unless...that person has something that he/she wants from me. u want notes? u want books? u want to copy assignment? u want me to help u in project? u want someone to hear your problem? u want me to solve ur problem? u want treats?
sooo..... that's how u should like me, aren't u? coz u need something.. give n take, right?

so, what happened is..
how can someone loves u without all the reasons?
i mean, no reason at all? he just simply love u.. that surely doesn't make sense right? kan? so, that's what i'm debating.. coz i know, when someone ws me, msg me, dm me, pm me, or do any connection with me, it's because he/she wants something right.. not because of me..

so, in conclusion?
i'm a thing that connect them to the thing that they want.
isn't it?
kan?
 (^_^) v

Salam back.